i lost two pounds, bitches!

dear margriet,

you had whipped cream and chocolate for breakfast. you're having french fries for dinner. i regret to say this, but your face is starting to get fat and all you're doing is sitting on your ass cause it HURTS so damn much from exercising.. what i'm trying to say is, can you just go and throw up that whipped cream and chocolate and come back to me please?

love,
bulimia.

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dear buli buli,

i did. but i think i'm clogging my parents' sink.

love,
fatty.

BMI
22.5 (want to get down to 21)
calories consumed so far (it's 6 pm) 
560 out of a maximum of 1200
cigarretes smoked 
two out of a maximum of three
water
two liters! and much more to come, thanks to the lovely taste of aluminium foil in my mouth. XD
drugs
none since yesterday. hard-fucking-core, y'all!

i'm preparing a salad with salmon and lots of veggies tonight! and my vertigo from withdrawal isn't quite as bad today, so i'm gonna give the jumprope a try! woot.

OH. and i bought new clothes and shoes for the summer. :DDD

well, the second day was .. interesting.

good things: i exercised.
bad things: i smoked three cigarettes, and binged until my eyes bled. XD i suppose these things happen, so i'm just going to pretend nothing happened and try again tomorrow.

i found a jump rope in my room, can i get a "HELL YEAH"?!

also, does anyone know if those nicotine patches actually help?



lolol nicodemon!

i <3 shrimp.

amount of times thought "one cigarette can't hurt" 
85
drugs 
down from 300 to 75 mg
height & weight
5'8 and 149 pounds (175 cm and 68 kg). where was i when this happened?
exercise
30 minute bike ride. first time i've exercised in about 4 months. XD
calories
1250. i really, really want a piece of that apple pie.

..

every muscle in my body is protesting this.